#yes that is me with my younger self
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#artists on tumblr#illustration#fruiitdraws#yes that is me with my younger self#yes that is a real outfit i wore in kindergarten#idk with all the ai art and freelance artist pay discourse on twitter i am Very tired#people who keep defending ai will never have the willpower of a 6 year old who just wanted to draw anime and rainbows <3
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Stuff I did when I was in middle school around the mid 2000's.
#Im going to be 30 in 2025 and i'm idk#i honestly hope my younger self would be impressed at me on where I am now#as a person and my art career#idk. I've been kind of in a melancholy mood.#other#dat me#my art#you can reblog this if you feel like it it's just mild vent art#and yes naruto was my favorite anime when i was a kid lmaoo
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Just a friendly reminder that you never know what people are going through behind closed doors. It's been an emotional week for so many, to say the least and it's reminded me that showing kindness, caring and compassion for others, even when they might be doing things that you don't necessarily understand or agree with, is always a positive choice, especially when they are acting out of character and not like the person you've come to know.
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People struggle in so many different ways and more times than not, they can get very good at hiding their pain, to the point where no one realizes how bad things have gotten until it's too late.
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Don't hesitate to check on people if you're worried about them and let them know you care! It might not seem like much but to someone who is really going through it, it might just make all the difference in the world to them.
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Choose love, choose hope and let people know you care and that you're there if they need you.
#I still can't believe this has happened#my younger self is in absolute shambles#and my current self isn't doing much better#the boys that once meant so much to me are all changed forever but I'll be forever grateful to them for everything#i'm heartbroken#yes he's done some questionable things but he didn't deserve this#his death is tragic and he should be remembered for the man he was before the addictions took over#rest in peace Liam#say hi to Louis mum and sister#I know they're there waiting for you#1d#one direction#liam payne#mental health#positivity#show kindness#kindness#compassion#empathy#addiction
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Ik Pyro is from Sydney in the comics (most likely Woolloomooloo specifically since he mentioned his grandma lives there) but I have a really in-depth headcanon about him being from somewhere in Tasmania (in-depth enough to include animal motifs and broader historical things lol I thought about this way too hard) and I really want to form it into a proper fic but I really don't think it would be that interesting to anyone other than, well, me...
#st john allerdyce#pyro xmen#mems speaks#character thoughts#like yes this is bc i'm tasmanian and i have personal beef with sydney as a concept#but on a character level i actually think it plays in really well with some of his more long-stay characteristics seen in the comics#coming from a place of isolation and lonliness rather than a bustling centre of almost overwhelming acceptance#really feeds into his rather self-centred and self-serving nature#plus there's the rather twisted and horrible history of the state that has left a long of the younger generations adrift culturally#both in terms of heritage and general culture#which to me would manifest in the way that he doens't really have an identiy or moral compass of his own#he much prefers to tailor his actions and even aspects of his personality to his current team dynamics#and has even expressed on occasions preferring to simply be told what to do rather than worry over the moral conundrum himself#but there's also a very strong artistic culture due to the isolation and historical stuff#and that doesn't even scratch the surface of this headcanon#like yeah i'm projecting but also i can divest my own experiences from it#and don't even get me started on the cultural shift of him moving to america like there's so much to be explored there#that specifically ties into some of the unique parts of being tasmanian#but i digress#no one but me would really give a shit about any of this
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I keep thinking abt Zoruru and Taruru's potential as a comedic duo. Yall don't understand how funny but also potentially emotionally investing I think they are. Like on one hand we got this kid fresh out of training with hopes and dreams to achieve, already at a good point in his career because hey, he got accepted into one of the most elite platoons their army has to offer! What more could a guy like him possibly ask for? And on the other we have an old man who at this point is completely disillusioned with the Keron Army, never wanted to find anything worthwhile there to begin with -- he only joined to go after his true objective. He's not moved by ambition, but rather revenge.
Their personalities are the polar opposite of each other which you'd think would cause them to clash. There's teasing, playful banter (from Taruru) and half hearted threats (from Zoruru), but in spite of that they get along surprisingly well. That's because they have one thing in common: neither wants to be put aside. They both want to make something of themselves. They want to be recognised; Zoruru, by those who wronged him, and Taruru, by... everyone. He might be not exactly sure, but he wants people to recognise his worth. In that process, they both train hard to work towards that goal. Maybe together, maybe separately, but the idea is that they both end up doing exactly that: they acknowledge the other's abilities. And later, each other. As people.
They both get exactly what they need out of this unlikely bond. Taruru finds someone who recognises him as being apart from the crowd ("not a background character", as he put it in the GRR platoon arc), and Zoruru finds what he's always looked for, even though he might have forgotten it along the way: a genuine friend. Taruru gets the older keronian to loosen up, if minimally, while Zoruru reminds the younger one to not place his trust in a single life path.
They're not just great comrades, they're genuinely good for each other.
#sgt frog#keroro gunso#zoruru#taruru#garuru platoon#zoruru sgt frog#taruru sgt frog#{i think bitter old man + nice kid he adopted is a very real and powerful dynamic#this is my view of it anyway#this dynamic idea has been in my mind for literal years i would LOVE to expand on it given the chance#i think tororo can also be thrown here for EXTRA ENJOYMENT#i love the trio but these two specifically got me thinking tonight#i can see zoruru projecting his younger self on taruru a bit because he too wasn't a prodigy... he gets how taruru feels#and likewise taruru understands why zoruru is the way he is. its kinda like... a mutual understanding of each othed that no other member of#the platoon can really understand. cus garuru and tororo are both prodigies and pururu is also an expert of her field#mhhhhhhhhh yes carols put all your brainworms on these two characters that will never actually happen}
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...have i ever showed yall my little gremlin?
anyways, i finally put my kj oc up on artfight, so here's all the art i did for her XD. i think she was my first oc??? or at least, the first oc i actually fleshed out
(yes, i drew that semi-realistic portrait of her. yes, it took 5 hours of my life. yes, i am also aware her eyes are black in that drawing for some reason. i gave up fixing it)
here's her artfight page if you wanna attack her 👀(pretty pls 🥺🥺draw my baby)
#whoop#my art#my ocs#kaitou joker#yes she is short as shit LMAO#i used to say she was my height (so like. 152ish as a 13 year old)#but i found out joker is like. SHORT. so i changed it#rip height nerfed by god (me)😔#(opening up my sketchbook) can you tell i have a favourite#sometimes you just gotta have a blatant self-insert oc that you slowly grow distant from due to age#so you cut them away from you and whats left is an imprint of your younger self <3#artfight
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im finally going through my stuffed animals to choose which ones to donate (most of them. ive been putting this off for a long time ahaha sobs) and each webkinz i put in the box kills me inside
#THE GUILT IS EATING ME ALIVE#both a betrayal to them & my younger self#who would burst out sobbing at the mere notion of parting with a single one#and swore to themself that they'd never willingly say goodbye to any of their plushie friends#im trying to do it quickly and unemotionally but man. Man....#clinging to my mangled toothless plush like it has any life left in it#GODDDD AND ALL THE WEBKINZ#when i was little i fucking collected them. i was obsessed. id play the online game for hours and diligently add each toy i got#some of them im not sure i can part with...#like milk the cow... dinner the turkey... white fang the husky... orchard the dragon...#ice cream the polar bear... strawberryblast the horse... kevin the bloogaloo or whatever the fuck it is...#why yes i do still remember most of my stuffed animals' names. which is making this infinitely harder#'sorry lovemuffin. sorry ellie. sorry momma dolphin. sorry snakey' etc etc#im keeping the ones with the most emotional value#like High emotional value. devastation to say goodbye level value#this box is Not Small and its still gonna get filled up....#i havent donated or thrown away a single one in all of my years#eating glassssssss#absolutely unprompted#but it needs to be done!! i finally have a moving date! the uhaul will Be Here in like! just over two weeks!#and i've barely packed Anything!!! its crunch time babey!#its emotional turmoil of a different flavor babey!!!#now if yall will excuse me i will sit here and reminisce#of long past nights sneakily spent awake to play with my stuffed animals#oh the stories i would give them...#cooking shows... assassinations and resurrections... broken marriages.... betrayals...#white fang & milk you were my most iconic couple fr fr#badass lone wolf (husky) / easygoing sweetheart cow....#OHHHHH THIS IS KILLING ME ITS KILLING ME#gonna go purposefully choke on my leftovers i stg-
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twitch makes 1000x more sense when i remember they only got out of the cage gardens like. 5< years ago. they do not have 40 years of life experiences. they still have to fuck around and find out
they're at the equivalent stage of when you just Did Shit as a kid to see what happens bc you don't know what happens yet. the stage where you should be gently guided to not stick your fingers into electrical outlets. except twitch is an adult so nobody is stopping them
#in all ways except physical twitch is my younger self needing a child leash#to stop me from trying to toddler kamikaze myself off the beach cliffs directly into the ocean for no fucking reason#i am always thinking about this but it's hard to explain bc i am always worried it'll come off weird#twitch is Not a child xD#100% adult. this is more like reaching your 20s as an incredibly nd adult and realising you can't do shit for yourself#but bass boosted x1000000#projection? yes#londonmusings#twitchery
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reposting this from my twt bc its funny but olike. im still thinking about this. sigma with glasses could be real methinks... mostly because it would be really funny but also I Love giving characters stuff like that actually
#also. i made a typo in the original tweet but yes. i have glasses and so do BOTH my parents and sister. and like all of my grandparents#i was the first one to need them then my mom found out she needed them because of me. and so on#but enough about me. the prospect of sigma having glasses is so funny. phi should bully him for it. but it would be kind of cool also#even if his vision WAS shit in vlr which it likely could be over 45~ years it would make sense if him as zero sr put a contact in his intac#eye to prevent his younger self from Knowing too early. but also LOL#diana would rock them too i think. like it would be silly. but#MAN sigma having glasses is just. so funny to me#not what the post is about but i do also think it's funny that phi has glasses in ztd but not vlr. What happened. could she just not see#girl who has to squint really hard at the AB game results to read who allied and betrayed LMAOO#anywyas. i will stop rambling. but if anyone does end up drawing sigma in glasses or has any further commentary. i would Like to hear/see..#see. get it. like eyes. bc glasses. OKAY thats enough#zero escape#virtue's last reward#zero time dilemma#vlr#ztd#sigma klim#zero escape spoilers#vlr spoilers#ztd spoilers#just. tagging all of those just in case#trevor.txt
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What if XD took a younger Cryptid?
Yes this is another au of Dreaming of death, I'm sorry I keep making so many but I had this idea and immediately had to make it a reality because oh boy would it be... interesting
And change quite a bit I think.
For context, this Cryptid is 8 years old
Cryptid at 8 is a very different person to Cryptid at the start of canon Dreaming of death.
I'm probably gonna go do some more sketches of this little au because mmmmmm but I just wanted to post this first
Also by the way, they're 3'8, so they literally go up to Wren's elbow. And while they would hate being squished, if they wouldn't bite you, they'd be very squishable.
(Dreaming of death is an au of the fic penpal by @calamari-minecraft-corner)
#Did I make this because I want to heal my 8yearold self a bit?#Yes#I'm not even ashamed of it#This kinda thing helps me a lot#dreaming of death au#self insert#cryptid.art#cryptid.rambles#Younger!cryptid#dreaming of death!dream#c!dream
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kimhan theerapanyakul and regulus black give out the same vibes.
#idk rambles#there i said it#no i wont explain why#but theyre the same to me#my pookies <3#wont let anyone harm them or talk shit about them#they are smol and live in my pocket those adorable gremlins#kimhan theerapanyakul#regulus black#mayhaps its the angsty younger sibling vibes#the “weapon” and the “heir”#smashed under family pressure and have not the best sibling relationship but still utterly deeply care about their brothers a lot#and theyre both just so /gay/#one in love with his brothers boyfriends younger brother#and the other in love with his brothers best friend#i mayhaps also have a type#cats#lil meow meows#self depreciating self sacrificing idiots who are just actually need of some genuine love and affection#who drove their love of their life away to keep them safe#chay cause of mafia nonsense and james cause of wizardry “mafia” dictatorship voldemort nonsense#very deep obvious family issues#with bad parents#idk need i say more#yes along with kimchay i will die on the jegulus ship#kinnporsche#kinnporsche the series#jegulus#harry potter#kimchay
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Saw some artists draw Rise Raph’s mask in a bow and I fell in love ♥️
#rottmnt#rise raphael#raphel#i saw the bow and i loved it i was like yes i love how raph is so angry and tough but rise raph punched toxic masculinity in the face#but then i was doodling it and its like#its lgbt history month here in the uk#and most of you know im non binary#and i have been self projecting onto rise raph a lot this past month so#i ended up doing this instead with his two outfits#experimented with colours and textures a little more#i want to branch out and maybe try drawing the other turts and maybe some humans but i am missing my sonic stuff a lot too#but yeah a fem and masc rise raph for the soul for now#i really love all the ideas and headcanons about raph having DID and stuff it is logical#but i also just like that maybe raph is like an onion with lots of layers that i can hug and self project onto mwahahaha#i think i need more practice with this more boxes body shape but i do think this is already much better than my attemp 3 weeks ago so progr#progress#its a shame i dont have time to do lots of studies and redraws i think that be the next step for me to progress#also no one asked but i think his masked it ruined at the bottom because he chewed it when he was younger#also also no one asked even more so but this month ive just been thinking alot about how i present and idk#just a lot of thoughts and reflections going on here i guess#SaveRiseOfTheTMNT
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Not to sound totally woo-woo but sometimes I have like. Dreams or mental images and afterwards I'm very aware that if I lived in another cultural context, this would be a spiritual or divine experience. And while I don't live in one of those cultural contexts, I think just recognizing those moments when they happen has actually improved my life.
#not to sound insane but I had a vision that cured my PTSD#which is to say I was listening to some music and thinking about my experience and the song writer's experience#and I had an incredibly clear and powerful mental image of like#my younger self going through that but not being alone#and after that those memories didn't hurt me anymore#so RATIONALLY yes I just got to a point where I was at peace with what happened or whatever#but also on some level I had a vision that cured me
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Kinda wish a lot of my friends would stop demonising NPD?? Like they're always like "I'm cool with personality disorders, people with them aren't to blame for having them" or have a PD themselves, and then they turn around and go "Ugh I'm done with pwNPD, they're all awful."
The kicker is that this is ALWAYS preceded by me saying that I have a LOT of NPD traits and would meet the diagnostic criteria some days of the week (much the same way my friend has NPD but would meet the criteria for BPD some days). Like...ok... I literally just told you that I have a lot in common with people with NPD...you KNOW our mutual friend with NPD. You KNOW that he has NPD. And you look me in the eyes and tell me that you think that we're both awful????? Hello??? Fuck you???
#literally so fucked up#some people who say it and have BPD like me immediately turn around and accuse me of not having BPD because i have like 7 out of 9 of the#criteria and i happen not to have the most stereotypical ones#like I don't do impulsive behaviour in 2 potentially self damaging areas unless you count having a restrictive eating disorder#and i don't do inappropriate anger. i did when i was younger but it kinda calmed down when i moved out#and i don't really have a lot of emotional highs so people get kinda put off by the fact that I'm very introverted#like a lot of pwBPD i know are very expressive and loud. but while my emotions are intense and quick to change#i mostly experience negative ones. like I don't get much happiness. the rollercoaster looks more like anger - sadness - anger - disgust -#guilt - shame - amusement#and also...i have a lot of double bookkeeping going on? so people tend to think that I don't split?#but that isn't true; i just don't express it? like...no i do currently think that X has no good traits at all and that i hate her#i just don't say 'wow X is such a bitch and i don't like her' because logically despite feeling it and despite believing it i know that it#isn't true. yes I believe it. i also know it's untrue. so I do my best not to act on it. i used to punish myself for it as well#because i feel really guilty about it. and i try to do the same with idealisation but I'll be real I'm not very good at that one#because i feel like that is a process that is actually beneficial even though it isn't. so i tend to let it run wild.#I'm like 'Oh yeah who cares that I'm deifying X over here that's completely fine. at least I'll be less selfish.' and then i blink#and everything is fucked#anyway i got a little sidetracked
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#I guess this is my character ref?#established Pokémon trainer#pokémon self insert#yes this will be an adaman x me#legends arceus#self indulgence time#pretty much will take over as protagonist and akari and rei are already characters of the survey corps#I treat rei and akari like my younger siblings#rei is over protective younger brother#orange is my friend btw#I was sinnoh and hoenn champ + galar fire gym leader#yes I have dum dum lore to this sona with my friend HAHAH#pokemon#pokémon legends arceus#hisui region#hisui#my art#platonic#romantic
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Because Mithridate is about to release their collection for spring/summer 2025, here are some of my favorite looks from ss24 that I was going to post in April and then ADHD happened and I didn't. In no particular order because I can't choose favorites. Fuck, these are gorgeous.
Huh I wonder why these look so familiar...
You can see the rest of the collection on Vogue or Mithridate's website and I'm excited to see ss25 in a couple days!
#not dt#mithridate#mithridate ss24#genuinely adore Demon's work#take a moment to imagine s3 of Good Omens but Mithridate does the costumes for the demons and angels because it would be so good#also the people with their phones out are so me-coded#because yes the professional photographer is there to get the front#but I want ALL the angles#if anyone recognizes them and can get me those shots...#my younger self is ashamed of how much my current self loves wacky stuff like this
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